Flaws are big let downs. But nobody's perfect right?

Another deprived sleepless night! So guess what? I've been thinking about make-up, lol. I mean, yeah it's quite usual to think about that stuff but not for me it isn't!
I'm in search for foundation! Or in better words, a good quality one. The ones that don't have SPL or something in it? Because I hate it when I've got it on, and my face looks so white in photos!
I'm also bidding on this napoleon nude colored lip stick on eBay, it's cool! I love nudey colored lipstick, it's not too bright yet plain and suits my face quite well. Well if anyone knows any cool cosmetics, then let me know please! Doesn't matter if it's pricey or not, aslong as it's reasonable to purchase. Ciao guys!

Love.

Hey to all!
So, today was yet again one of those laze around days. I really should start to something with my life! But, I'm planning to study and do all of those stuff next year! So I guess it's bumming for me now and I'll worry about the rest later! I'm still contemplating whether to study Youth Work or something else? Perhaps I'll stick with that since I've been longing to study it, and of course become one! Awesome.
Well yes, today I didn't do anything but hang with the boys! I can believe 2009 is coming to end. Everything and everyone has changed.. Some for the bad and some for the good! But none of my babes have changed at all! But wow.. I still see myself as a kid. A person who throws all my responsibilites on my parents, and not to mention rely on them. I don't even notice that I'm getting older, and (supposed to me) getting wiser! But aslong as my minds maturing, then it's good. Which I'm sure it is..
So yes, I'm planning to save money as soon as I get a job to save up for a car! I don't think I can do without a car once I get my license! Although my boyfriend always says once I get my license I can borrow his car.. But I don't want to! I want my own, lol. I don't know what though! But for sure I'm going for my manuals, since I'm pretty good at it now. I'll probably go after an EK or an EM1. Woot woot! But my heart still remains with Nissans.. Awww..s15!
Anyway, enough talking shit for now. Blog soon guys xoxo.

And when I become a star, we'll be living so large; I'll do anything for you!

Hello! So yes, been blogging quite alot these days. Today, was a calm day.. Nothing too full on, and omg can't believe I didn't attend my Centerlink interview, which means I have to call up and book another appoinment (again). Jeezus!
Well yes, today I didn't do much but cruised around with the boys! Had Thai food for lunch with Tommy. Didn't taste "yummy" today for some reason! But, gotta love paupau salad (is that how you spell it) hm.. afterwards went to Hungry Jacks to clean boyfriend's car and then Moo Moo and that came! Omg, I feel so bad because, I went though drive through and like, this girl was acting real catty to me through that drive through speaker thingo! Cause I was strugging to look for coins, and apparently I was "holding back the cars" but when I looked back, there were no cars! And, I had a problem with her before as well! She's a bitch. Well yeah, when she said that, I yelled at her back and said, "Can you shut up, and stop being rude." Then afterwards I drove up and then she was like, "Were you yelling at me, I'm so sorry" I said, "It's fine, but next time.. Don't be rude" lol, and yeah drove off! =S
After that we drove to Jimmy's house because he wanted to take his car out (S13) and yay, today he actually let me take it for a spin at Chipping Nortan. We saw Tam there, (Kelly's older brother) and he took Tommy's car to drive home,and then after we were to go get it. I got to see Kelly after many weeks! I got to see her sister's daugters; Olivia and Ysabella! And also Chloe. They are sooo beautiful. Me, Kelly and Trang are planning to go have dinner this Friday, totally excited! Time to catch up with my chickas :)
Anyway, I'll end it there. See yah! XOXO

Laziest one outtt

Omg, i'm so... (I don't even have a word to describe me) I missed out on my centerlink interview all because I slept in! This is the second time that it has happened.. But I don't really need centerlink? Oh well. I swear, I never get anything done when I'm over at Tommy's! But I know, I shouldn't blame anyone or anything, lol.

So anyway, best lolly(s) out? Hard rock candy baby! They are oh so good, and not to mention 'sweet' and they drive me crazy. I would tip the whole bloody thing in my mouth if they were all the same flavours, but unfortuantely it's not!

Sorry.

Ah, I'm so agitated at the moment. Why? Because I feel sick, annoyed, tired (but can't sleep)
oh, and so sorry for not posting much pictures up! There weren't any 'nice' ones, and basically because I can't be bothered.. I just felt like blogging again for some reason.
Anyway, I'm sitting here checking out cosmetics, since my make-up bag is in need of new stuff, AND I want to try out new brands! I've been holding onto Napoleon, I think it's time to let go of it now. For the mean time, I really want a nice nude frosted colored lipstick! It's so in style now, and it fits perfectly on my tanned face, and lips. Been searching it up on eBay, but there's not much alternatives to choose from so therefore I'm gonna give the M.A.C store a visit this weekend, can't wait. Well yeah, anyway I'm gonna hit the sheets now, good bye :)

Cause boy, I-I-I want you right now!

So guess what? I just blogged everything out, and then accidently deleted it! I can't undo everything, and now I have to type it all out again. Fml? No, not really.
So.. even though I'm not that 'every day' blogger I used to be, I'll always update you guys with everything (in details of course) only because I love blogging so much? lol..
Anyway, here it goes!

On Friday.. we all decided to go to the beach/fishing. Who went? Well, it was me, Tommy, Jimmy, Phillip (A), Kevin, Moo Moo, David, and Julia. It was quite uncalled for because we started off doing nothing, just cruised around being bored people that we were. It was only, me, Tommy, Jimmy and Moo Moo at first cruising. Kevin wanted to go fishing.. Then Phillip called us up, and asked where we were! At that time, we were at Jimmy's area. So then we met up with Phillip and Kevin at Lansavales Maccas to plan everything out! Omg, Tommy was sitting on the boot thingy of the car with his legs sticking out, and then Phillip rammed the car at home to scare him. I guess he didn't break on time and then rammed into Tommy's feet, and it now has a massive scar on there! Looked pretty bad because the skin was gradually opening at the time, but it's healing now!
So yep, we all decided to go fishing so we all went home, got our crap and then left! First we went to La Parouse to the beach. The weather was so beautiful! It was so cool, and the water was beautiful. My intentions were to swim as soon as I got there, but stupidly I didn't bring any spare clothes and a towel, but in the end I ended up jumping into the water anyways. It was irresistable really because everyone was swimming! I loved it, my boyfriend was being a pussy and was too scared to get in the water haha! Cutie.
After that, Phillip directed us to some "mad" fishing place, but instead it was a completely waste of time! The fence to go all the way to the precise spot was CLOSED. So therefore we had to park the car at the gate, and crawl/climb over the fence AND THEN walk the 1km road! It was soooooo windy and tiring. I'd say it took approximately 15 minutes to get to the actual spot. =="
When we got there, we were all shocked because the rocks were so steep! We had to literally crawl our way down.. But I didn't go because it looked dangerous, and I made my boyfriend stay up because I didn't want him to go down there! Kevin, Jimmy and David went! After awhile, they realized that it was hopeless to fish there since it was too windy. So we left, and then went to Parramatta River, which was way more reasonable to stay! The climate was perfect, and there was shelter and a proper place to sit. I didn't fish, only because there wasn't enough rods.
Kevin the lucky one, had only begun to fish and had caught one already! It was quite small and hopeless... Haha. He was the only one who caught a fish that night! We stayed til 5am because that was when the curfew for red P platers had ended. We all dead tired!
Me and Tommy got home at like.. 6. And slept at 7.30. Stayed up watching T.V.

On Saturday we woke up at 4pm and cruised around with Kevin! And then he bought up the idea of going fishing again. So we did! The same people came except for Phillip A, and Moo Moo because it was the night of UTOPIA! For all those who don't have a clue about what Utopia is, it's a rave. Raves for 16s and over, and people go there to enjoy the music/festival and take drugs, (lol) upstraight right? But however, that is true! Okay, back to my topic now.
We went to some place at Picnic point! And oh em gee, we went to the Maccas there, and everything was horrible! That included, the food, the customer service and the music. Why the music? Because it was on repeat, and that shitty song got stuck in my head!
But yeah, it was sooooo packed but the line didn't even move an inch within 15 minutes?
Everyone was getting annoyed, and Jimmy got angry. Oh, and there was no ice in the drinks and the chips were soggy! And fuck, the buns were like.. old school and saggy, and it didn't seem fresh :(
After that, we went to the place to fish and it was an epic fail! It was dark like shit, there was no fishes whatsoever, AND there were heaps of mozzies! So much mozzies that it managed to get into my trackies, and it bit my tattoo area part. I was afraid to scratch there just incase I was to damage my tattoo ! Yeah, so after awhile we left, and then went to Chipping Nortan. Although this time we didn't fish only because we couldn't be bothered to get the rods and shit ready!
We just parked the cars there, and talked. From talking about ghosts to aliens to sex to people. It was alright, lol. Nothing special though! My boyfriend decided to fish and so did Jimmy. Jimmy caught a lil teeny tiny fish, and chucked it back into the water since it was hopeless to keep. We all went home at about 5! Same time, I know.. =="
So like when me and my boyfriend got home we had to get ready for Canberra! (I KNOW RIGHT? WE'RE CRAZY PEOPLE FOR NOT GETTING ANY SLEEP AND THEN TRAVELLING THE PRESENT DAY) So yeah, we went to Canley because that was where the buses were.
It was a private family bus. And yeah, it was basically my boyfriend's aunts, cousins etc.
It was a long 4 hour trip, fell asleep for like an hour or so and couldn't take it because of the noise! When we got there.. our first stop was to some flower place. It was boring? Literally.
It bored the crap outta me, and there was nothing amusing about it! Didn't take much pictures because I looked the like a D-E-A-D fish! Ha. Afterwards we went to the Mint factory, too bad the money making machines were closed so we didn't get to see much! We saw old coins, and new coins and crap. I bought some stuff.
After that, we went to the Parliament house! BORING. Not much to see but portraits of people, lol! Our last stop before heading home was the War Memorial Musuem. 'Twas interesting! Also.. touching. I loved it. Only because I find myself very interested in History!
So yeah, we headed home and then after that went to eat at Canley Vale.

On Monday (today) went to Cabra to eat, and then met up with Moo Moo because he was purchasing his car! Yay. After that, cruised around for abit and now I'm home, got an interview with Centerlink in regards of my youth allowance. Fuck. I feel so sick at the moment, feel like vommitting and quite dizzy. Well, I'll post some pictures up as soon as I get hold of the camera. Ciao guys, hope you all are well. XOXO

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